I feel like I'm a loser because I have no motivation whatsoever. I cant get work done, I cant be asked to excersize or do anything productive with my life :(
I'm a Total Loser Because...
I am 28 years old, twenty eight and a half actually and I've never been married before. I'm mousy and I think I'm ugly. I'm allergic to soap and spermicide and keep getting chronic bladder and cervix infections. I have a low paying internet survey type of job. I make .50cents an hour. Who would want to sleep with me, much less be my boyfriend? No one has been willing to call me their girlfriend except for just two guys in my twelve years of dating. And they quickly took off. Now every guy I meet starts off with, "I hope you understand this will be nothing serious but I will still have sex with you." Guys will sleep with anything. Worst of all is the chronic depression I seem to suffer from when people don't call me back I just sort of cry and fold myself into a ball. Guys will sleep with anything, doesn't mean they want a relationship with someone who is less pretty at nearly thirty than they were at twenty five and getting uglier all the time. I finally met a guy I really started to like. He was smart and sexy. But he said he wasn't attracted to me. He did offer to sleep with me though.
I'm 31 and decided at 28 to go back to college to finish my degree. I stayed working but still need more money so borrowed from my mom. Now I'm a junior and am trying to get an internship. At my university they say it's practically impossible to get a job without having had an internship. My grades are excellent. My GPA is 3.92. I've interviewed at three firms and they all told me no. The first one said I didn't answer his questions in a proactive manner. He wanted me to address my variety of work experience and explain why that wouldn't be an indication of job hopping. The second one didn't give any feedback. The third one said I waited too long to go back to school, that I was being defensive about my variety of work experience, gawked at my age, and criticized where I live (in a poor neighborhood). One thing all the interviewers had in common was taking up issue with me moving from my home state to the state I'm in now. They all wanted to focus on it. They all wanted to call me nuts. Or a loser.
So far I've borrowed $18,000 from my mom. I've also borrowed $15,000 on my credit card for house improvements. I owe my dad $3,000. And I anticipate having to borrow an additional $18,000 from my mom before I graduate. So when I graduate, I will be not less than $54,000 in debt. And the gist of the three interviewers? If I was really valuable, I wouldn't have moved away from my home state. So I'll have a shiny degree that everyone insists you can take anywhere, a transcript that traditional college students would salivate over, and work experience that I think makes me more REAL than my competition. But every time I go in for an interview, all they can see is an old guy, a loser, who must've been running from something in Texas.
Here's my personal life. I had a girlfriend more than 4 years ago who would've made an excellent wife. Both she and her young son loved me and I loved them. I tried to hide my depression from them, and during a depressed bout I broke up with her. I've regretted it ever since. I think it's better for the boy because I said things he picked up and he was learning self hate even though I never intended that. Same way I learned it from my dad and I'm sure he never intended it.
The official line is I've been single since 2010. But in 2011 I began a relationship with a married woman. Losers bone other mens' wives. We talked about making it legit but neither of us was really serious about that. We were so stuck. I adopted a secretive attitude. Even boning a really hot woman I had a dark cloud over me all the time. The cloud stayed even after I got rid of her. Now I'm 31, never married, live in a nasty house in a poor neighborhood, no kids, crummy job, 17 year old car about to die, $54,000 in debt, worried I can't get a better job even after I graduate because my age, address, diverse work history, and I'm not a "local" in the eyes of my interviewers even though I've lived in my city for 10 years, no wife or fancy house, not any good women who would be interested as I'm past good marrying age.
Please vote Big L for me.
im 21yrs young women. i am a total loser in my life.. i don't have anything to lose again in my life
i am the best example for girls to know how they should not live in this world.
when i was 15 yrs i lost my virginty.. from 15 yrs im living my life as bitch trusting all the guys and going behind them like a dog.
Even though a guy loved me but i didn't deserve him.. he left me.. i am such a loser.. i am not worthy to live in this world, but i wish i want to restart my life i want to get loved... truly and madly and i should be truthful to him i should protect him.. i want to love him and i want to be with him..
But this will not happen in my life because im a loser.. im not worthy even to think about it...
hey y'all. Loser here.
So...I'm basically useless. But I'm also somehow super arrogant, despite how useless I am, and I stress other people out and point out their faults to try to make myself look better and deflect any and all criticism.
I'm not just a loser, you see. I'm an asshole.
Not the self-assured, confident asshole. Nope, I'm the whiney, scared, sad, lonely, insecure, selfish, ambitious, Gollum-like asshole who thinks everything is the end of the fucking world and who is about as loveable and attractive as gangrene.
I can't seem to crawl out of the emotional ditch I've worked so diligently to create. I also have a talent for sucking the joy out of my surroundings and making people around me feel just as miserable.
Everyone hates me, obviously.
Actually no - people who don't know me think I'm fine.
Also, I cut myself, because I'm such a loser that I'm an uber-emo loser and all.
I'm a 27-year-old woman. I am too old for such childish shenanigans.
I do it mainly because I don't get my way.
Yep, I'm basically a petulant 5-year-old masquerading as a decent adult human being.
And I have the nerve to judge other people and make them feel uncomfortable.
I think, if someone were to shoot me in the head, it would be such a relief.
I'm invisible to everyone around me. I briefly appear when somebody wants something from me ; then I fade back into the background of a million other peoples' lives and loves. I guess im just a piece of unwantable crap and i should get it through my head no women on the face of the earth REALLy wants to be in a realtionship with a mutant like myself. Feel like crap on the bottom of everybodys esle's shoes. Made so many mistakes; and made a complete fool of myself when i ever have tried to get a women to be my lover. I understand now. I'm shit.
actually we have our powerpoint and stuff down
I know that
he's typing everything I say in an account called I'm fuck
i'm a total loser because...
1. my friends insult me everytime, they just try to pull me down.
2. my family thinks I am unable to do certain task.
3. I got cheated by my many people.
4. even children insult me for my looks.
5. authority thinks I am not a fit person to perform certain task.
Due to above metioned reasons, --> my life has become a hell for me. I am unable to handle this. I am losing my self confidence. I am not able to focus on a particular task. My skills are degraded. I am losing my contacts (my good relations). I tried to rewire my brain by doing meditation, but it's not working. Because my life present status has ruined my future already.
As this post is appearing here, it means i have nobody to share anything and that is why I am a big loser.
My life started off well , had a great school life had amazing friends had a girlfriend, was good at merits.
Wanted to go out for higher studies but father did not allowed and came the first tragedy of life.
Right now stidying what I am not interested in. My parents keep fighting I see a lot of domestic violence as a result have no faith in love and trust. As a result I left my girlfriend and now I also fight daily with my parents.
There is no peace in life and am not interested in anything. Hope someome saves me. I just live to breathe.
I am a 17 year old male with several psychological disorders brought on by stress.
I used to be a good kid, good in the sense of mentally healthy and not socially inept, I lived in venezuela with my mom and dad and a shit ton of dogs. We had purchased a very small vinyard and built a house on it, I attended a small school, had 2 best friends and this really weird almost like relationship with this girl. But one day life slapped me in the face, a paramilitary group came into the area and drove us out. They killed a friend of mine, one day she just went missing. My family left the country, I lost my house, my friends, my dogs, and all contact with Isabella. I went to Puerto Rico where my childhood innocence was still there and quickly made friends, 3 hoodlums that were pretty cool, a nice girl, and a couple other friends. I attended a catholic school so I wouldn't get kidnapped or anything.
That school and it's priests took away my dignity, whatever little pride I had left was stolen from me. In the mirror I saw a stranger since that day. Finally I arrived in the USA, this great country where I would not have many worries. But no. Basically I went to school a loser, 2 to 3 friends that in the end just left me. Always getting in trouble, and I didn't do my work because I didn't see a point. I struck it lucky around a 2 years ago where I made out with a girl in my first time, but I didn't take it farther than that because I'm a moron.
I've never had a real girlfriend, I've been in 3 online relationships including the one I'm in right now. I had one sexual encounter with a girl where we just hugged sensually and masturbated in front of each other because we were at a conference and that was the farthest we could go at the time. I got caught and kicked out.
Now my grades are horrible because I'm probably just going to kill myself, and this relationship I'm in I'm just a side hoe for this girl that treats me like crap. I get extremely mad at dumb things and I'm so envious of everyone else. I wish I could have stayed in Venezuela, I could still be innocent, I could Still be with Rocas and Blanco, I could be with Isabella. I wish I would have stayed and just taken a bullet, because if back then I could see how my life was going to be, I would have gladly died for my home.