I'm a Total Loser Because...
I'm in my mid-20s. Never acheived anything in life - neither academic nor professinally. Just started to learn to drive and joined a driving school and the instructor told me that I'm really slow at learning things compared t other people my age. Feel like a total loser now since I'm bad at everything I try.
i have no chance of catching a guy, because they somehow ignore me (at least real ones). so i spend weekends with my laptop and cacti. nobody likes my posts on facebook and twitter. nobody calls me. and i earn 70$ per month
I have been living on the edge between light and shadow all my life. Unsure where i belong, searching for my place. I wish i can find peace and close my eyes forever, but that time has not yet come.
There was a time when I saw people happy, it hurt so bad because mine wasn't. But I have realized that there is so much in life than just shallowness. When you explore the depth of your heart and mind, you will realize the happiness that you seek. Now when I see people happy i feel happy and when i see them sad, I pray for their happiness.
Friends be strong and fight your suffering. Seek the change you want to become and never give up.
I had a crush on someone but I had my head too deep in my ass to play my cards rigth. When I finally lost I went and whined about it like a little baby to that one person I should've not. Even now I think I still have a change to win but I'm just being delusional. That is what happens when you smoke too much weed and occasionally use some MDMA. Bad thing about quitting is that you see more clearly what an ass you are.
I just bought a bag of salt for 100 dollars thinking it was ice. As I walked home the neighborhood thugs started to yell at me from their balcony.
I am the type of girl who can get pretty much any decent looking guy to date me; however I am dating a guy who is pretty unattractive and often acts pretty moody. I thought he was going to be different. I was like lemme date someone who looks are not up to par. I seen past all his physical flaws and I thought he was a beautiful angel. So I dated him. (still am) and you know what. He pretty much is exactly all the jerks I dated. After a week his personality shifted into the most bipolar fuckers, I have ever meant. I of course did the most stupidest thing everrr!!!! And let him take my virginity. Now I feel like I am stuck with him, because some part of my mind is attach to him in a physical sense. What do I do? He has nasty ass pictures of me!!! He probably will upload them on the internet.