I'm a Total Loser Because...

January 10, 2016

Im Just so fucking ugly.....Everything in my life goes wrong, my own Family hate me, i have no friends

Im just a fuck up

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January 9, 2016

Okay I'm here again, it's been 3 years since I logged out and never came back.

I just found a text of mine written 3 years ago, on the 16th of January. In 2013.

I have written about my teenage problems such as having no self-confidence and faith in humanity and life. I've also written that I'd never go to university.

Now I'm back. I'm a Turkish individual living in Turkey.

I'm a junior in university, majoring in ELT. I'm 20 now.

I still have, like, no friends but I don't feel lonely at all because I have a couple of true friends.

I still don't have a boyfriend, I've never got one in this past 3 years either. I'm still fat. But there were boys approaching me even for the purpose of being good friends.

I love my parents, they're very supportive, I feel so blessed for having them.

Now I have a future planned. I'm going to be a teacher of English. I'm still lacking some things though but I'll improve myself for the sake of education.

I'm learning French and Japanese. My days and free time don't go to waste, I have things to do, and places to go.

I haven't kissed yet but I don't think It's lame at all.

I don't have a crush so I'm not wasting any more time on thinking if my crush likes me or even knows I exist.

The only thing that bothers me in my life is I'm too addicted to BL mangas and JGV. I'm sorry for that but I really enjoy these little things, they keep me motivated to keep on my everyday life.

I know who I am and what I'm capable of now.   


i'm a total loser because...
  1. I accused my parents of not taking good care of me. I was just a teenager who was afraid of the world. I deceived everyone and even myself that everything I was going through was because of the people surrounding me. I feel ashamed of what I wrote 3 years ago. 

December 22, 2015

Sometimes I regret being an educated person. Have no job, got bills and loans to pay. Why do bad people have the money?!!! Hating!

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December 14, 2015

hi there ok im now fucking angry alright because of my fucking math fucking teacher yeah im now in highschool named salami in khorasan(an state in islamic states) and today my fucking teacher pissed me out because of my 2 minute lates and that moment i went kill her with a fucking shutgun i liked to go in army for 2013 but my family said no no just go to school and when you get 18 yrs old then choose your choice choise choise anythin!!!! but now all i have is fucking mad brain now what? ill tell you later!


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December 10, 2015

When you short-circuit your energy, 

you cheat us all. 

Then use that as excuse for further short-circuiting.

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December 6, 2015

I hated my life...i want to kill my self over  and over but i can't do it.I have kids..i'm not happy i cannot cry , and if i put a sad and upset face my husband hated me

 I'm the only one working.My financially is bad.I'm a total loser because i dunno where to start to change my life.Sometimes if i want to buy new shoes which is not that expensive i have always to think my kids first.My main pirority is to put food on the table.

I always wanted to look good and beutiful, but i can't . I'm just total loser




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  1. MidasTouch MidasTouch said: You are not the one, who is the loser!!!!!

December 1, 2015

im 16 years old and i go to a school called boone grove high school, ive never been happy ever sence i was 9. im so fat and ugly i never got a girlfriend not ever my first kiss, so i guess thats a sign that i will be alone for ever. im so loney i got one friend, if i havent had him as a friend i would of killed myself. he is the only who helps me in this shit. i have a loving family i know that, i just dont want to talk to them about it, they will just flip shit and get pissed saying "stop that your better then this" im sure not. they say your smarter then this but they dont know thay, i get so fucking pissed when people say that like yeah im smart are you in my body do you EVERYTHING about me? no. so lets talk about me school... my school is indiana i dont care if i tell this. my school is all about sex,drugs,weed,beer all that stuff, i know high school that stuff happends i know that its just thats the only thing people talk about. its so fucking annoying i hear it everyday. well thats all i can think of, of my shitty life.. for now... -J

November 28, 2015

This post is just a reminder for me to accept the fact that everything is over and my life is a lost battle. Tired of trying hard. Things don't seem to work out. I cry all day. Words cannot describe my plight. I give up! 

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November 27, 2015

Yeah I'm born loser. Since When I was a little boy everyone hated me in my school, around my neighborhood don't know why, I was alone and sad all time. I don't have little bit of good memories of my childhood. And for me childhood is HELL. I'm not educated much I don't have intelligence, and coward and no friends and GF, Huh, FRIENDS INSULTS ME AND THEY SAY THAT WE'RE JUST JOKING. They call me only when they need something after that

MY WORDS CAN'T EXPLAIN MY PAIN. In simple line I'm NOBODY, I always think that why god gave birth to this loser I was dead in childhood, I tried to kill myself, I couldn't because I'm a coward.. now think that if death comes it'll be more painful than my life my life. God made me because he wanted to entertain the world and im entertainment to GOD and to this world.

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November 26, 2015

I was good, in everything ! but now, GOD I dont know what to do?! Right now I am nothing but a fat, jobless fucking as*****!!! 

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