I'm a Total Loser Because...

August 30, 2014

I can remember when I felt like this. It's nevfer a good place to be and the feelings attached are lonely and detramental to your health, self esteem and sence of well being. your not alone and your not a looser

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August 29, 2014

Ever since I remember getting into kindergarden, ive always had no friends, no one to talk to and was always picked at, progressed worse all the way through high school, even got way worse when I came out and told I was homosexual. No one ever wanted to talk to me, I had people calling me queer, f*g, ect, I litterally had students come up to me and tell me im a complete loser with no friends, and said why havnt I killed myself already. My family as also neglected me sence I was a child, I ever do is stay in my jailcell sized room and basically set there till morning, even my little siter treats me like crap, she would say the most hurtful things like " I want a new brother, Stop talking idiot, shut up". Now I just graduated high school and found a fast food job at Jimmy Johns where the employee s and custumers treat me like im some useless tool with no feelings, my mom lateraly takes more than half my paycheck to live here. Its not like I can go anywhere else. Through my life. I feel like my life is pointless and i accasionally cry myself to sleep. ive never had one friend that friend or even a boyfriend, I feel like I have absolutely no one to love, hangout, or even communicate, no matter what I ever do I am ALWAYS looked down on by society even all I ever wanted in my intire life is was just someone who gives a damn. Im always trying my best to be kind and help. But why do I always end up being treated like useless crap? 

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  1. JD4874 JD4874 said: Hey Steve No matter what we face in life or how hard and lonely it seems. There is always hope for us. You are not alone. check out the web site www.jamesdoonby.com there is a place where you can find peace and be happy...
  2. JD4874 JD4874 thinks you're a loser

August 28, 2014

She passes away on July 27, 2013, at around 1:06AM. Life will not be the same ever again, it's the end of an era, it's the end of a way of life. 

I was not there when she died; someone said its probably because she loved me the most among all the children. But I don't think so, I think I did not deserve to be there. This is exactly what happens when you don't see what is there right in front of you, you are blinded by the meaningless things that constitute your modern life. I got angry and irritated with her the last time I had a full conversation with her, now I have to live with it for the rest of my life. I will always remember that day and the unpleasant Skype conversation I had to go through. I can't even cry now, there is just no respite, wish I could just sit down somewhere and cry.

She was a good person, she knew what was important.

PS: I just needed to write it somewhere.
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August 26, 2014
I'm a pretty big failure at life. I didn't always feel this way about myself because I felt I was very well liked in high school and had nowhere to go but up. I was always a decent student, although I had a tendency to miss a lot of school due to laziness (video games consumed most of my life when I wasn't out drinking with friends). I had a girlfriend that I thought was going to be the one, I was one of the best athletes in my town, the world was my burrito. After I graduated, I went to a trades school which ended up being a mistake. The electronics technician course I entered was far too difficult for me, which lead to me not wanting to go anymore, enter my old friend "Lazy McDitcherson". I found out my girlfriend was cheating on me and that was enough to push me over the edge. I quit within the next week. I took a year off to work at my family business, and this was when I started smoking marijuana habitually. I didn't think it had any effect on the way I acted, but my friends and family thought differently. This lead to little "interventions", which freaked me the F@#K out, mainly because I was coming down and suffered from some weird paranoia and depression. The next fall I enrolled in school again, with an easier course this time. I started off well, attending everyday, getting good grades, life was finally all coming together. "Oh, hello you again Mr. Lazy! You know I can't resist smoking weed, and playing video games sounds like a waaay better time than going to school.". FML, I dropped out AGAIN. This lead to more depression and my least favourite part of my life, but that's my little secret. My buddy got me a job at a warehouse he worked at and that failed miserably (I quit within the first month). I've paid off my dues and now I'm now back working at my family owned business in a small town with zero room for advancement. Needless to say, I don't have many friends and am running out of options when it comes to knowing what to do with my life. HOLY S|~|!TBALLS, I AM A LOSER

Loser of the Week
August 22, 2014

The word "loser" has a sour taste in my mouth. It makes me angry and my blood boil. I don't want to be helpless, insecure, timid, stupid, lazy, etc etc. They all mean the same thing; loser. And loser isn't something I want to be. Everytime I think about falling back into my loser ways, I give myself some tough loving. And its been working. 

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August 22, 2014

im a loser. i'm 25 i have a decent job i have a girlfriend but you're thinking what the hell how are you a loser when you got yourself a decent job and a girlfriend. first even though i have a decent job i live with my parents and they usually take my money what's left of my money would be my allowance if there's something left. My girlfriends cheats on me always and i can't even break up with her because even though she cheats on me she's the only life support that i can grab onto. also my officemates usually bullies me and if they don't they pretend i don't exist at all i'm isolated my desk is far from them. My family loves my twin brother more than me. he is the star of the family while i'm the exact office. my friends only goes to me if they need something if they don't i won't hear from them at all. so my life sucks. i wanna kill myself but i can't even do it. i'm a coward and a loser. 

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August 22, 2014

i'm 25 years old now unemployed, i don't think that i will be capable to work someday, im afraid of people and what i see in their eyes, im not successful i've never been successful. Now even my family look down on me. I live with it, i tried to kill myself when i was in high school many times now i just live by hope and by faith. I found someone to love me but we both the same we don't have money or even a place to start a life, we live with our parents... Anyway, life on earth sucks, well !! just for us , maybe aliens can help us "LOSERS" and get us out of here someday we clearly don't belong here !

August 17, 2014

I had a lot of potential. People used to say im smart but lazy. I flunked out constantly at school. Cant do advance Maths.

Im 21 ,living at home, barely above 5 feet. I cant drive  and i even have trouble sleeping.

How pathetic is that. Even dogs sleep. I cant even to that. I have terrible acne scarring and worst of all. I could have made something of myself but im  a loser. I waste oxygen. Im at australia now and im still a loser. I give my people a bad name. I needed braces but refused them. I dont deserve stuff like that. Wish to have a guy in coma , transplant his brain to my body. At least he can live and be happy

August 14, 2014

I am a 17years old girl. Big dreams and no capability. In the end of my school life I realise how much failure I have faced. I should be given a fucking award for it. I thought I can dance but never got selected for school show, can't speak in public. The mere thought of public speaking makes me wanna pee my pants. Mediocre student. Could not do well in An easy test like SAT whereas one of my classmates almost killed it. I don't know. I feel it's better I don't live anymore. All my friends have always betrayed me. I am no one's first priority. Fell in love with a guy who dumped me after 2 years for some other chick. Baam! Almost turned me into a mental patient, always talking to myself, never feeling good enough, the burning jealousy within me. I, now, have only imaginary friends. Hope I will get a few in college. I am on fire from inside. I wanna show those double faced bitches, those pigs what I can be. Sadly, reality makes me feel that this is who I can be utmost, a ditched, betrayed and fucked up loser. I am a loser. A hardcore loser.

  1. loserxtreme loserxtreme said: that's sad but i think you're not a loser though. you can still make it out. u just need to believe in yourself. don't be like me i'm already hollow and empty. you've got a great life ahead of you :)
  2. weaknoob weaknoob said: Stay tough. Thats one thing no one can take
  3. Deckerd Deckerd said: Waiting for an email from you. Would like to give you some encouragement. I felt the same way you did in HS. Now I'm doing fine. Wife and kids. I actually care.
  4. Deckerd Deckerd said: No, darlin'. You are not a loser. It's too early to tell anyway. High school just sucks. The CHILDREN are juvenile and spiteful. When you get to college, you will be blown away. Email me, I'd love to talk with you. Porkcaviar@hotmail.com
  5. walkingdonkey walkingdonkey thinks you're a loser
  6. walkingdonkey walkingdonkey said: :(

August 12, 2014

Yup. I can't live.

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  1. thebigloser thebigloser said: don't be loser ... just try to be a [Success] your family and your friends pushed you to this ...