I'm a Total Loser Because...



April 25, 2015

I'm such a loser I've failed committing suicide... 3 times now. Call me an attention whore for saying that, but I've been on all sorts of meds, been in and out of therapy and psychiatrist offices, and have had my share of mental hospitals. I try very hard in school, but am simply too stupid to get good grades. Because of this last attempt, I am for sure going to lose credit in one of my classes, possibly fail another one and my grades are pretty much shot too. I have a low GPA and no extracurriculars, so good colleges aren't exactly going to happen. I'm 16 and don't even have a drivers permit yet, because of fear of wrecks (been in a lot of those.) I have no friends because I no longer smoke pot or drink, my boyfriend won't allow me. I'm a burden to my parents, they have to pay about 50,000 in medical bills and are filing bankruptcy because of me. It's like the world is telling me I should have died. I also have terrible social skills and am a total bitch, another reason why I have only 1 friend. My boyfriend is the only thing going for me, but I've hurt him and am a disappointment to him too. He would be better off without me. I have no talents or skills either, and let's just say it's a miracle I even have a boyfriend because of the way I look. He's the only person who will ever want me. If I lose him, I am nothing. I couldn't even succeed at killing myself, which just proves what a failure I am. Everyone at school calls me a slut, annoying, stupid, an attention whore, and a bitch... it's all true. I've slept around because only people I fucked would talk to me, everyone else hated me. I'm annoying which is why every friend I ever had ditched me. I just hate myself and am a complete total loser. And to all girls out there, even if you don't think you are, you are beautiful, especially compared to a girl like me.

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April 25, 2015

I'm such a loser I've failed committing suicide... 3 times now. Call me an attention whore for saying that, but I've been on all sorts of meds, been in and out of therapy and psychiatrist offices, and have had my share of mental hospitals. I try very hard in school, but am simply too stupid to get good grades. Because of this last attempt, I am for sure going to lose credit in one of my classes, possibly fail another one and my grades are pretty much shot too. I have a low GPA and no extracurriculars, so good colleges aren't exactly going to happen. I'm 16 and don't even have a drivers permit yet, because of fear of wrecks (been in a lot of those.) I have no friends because I no longer smoke pot or drink, my boyfriend won't allow me. I'm a burden to my parents, they have to pay about 50,000 in medical bills and are filing bankruptcy because of me. It's like the world is telling me I should have died. I also have terrible social skills and am a total bitch, another reason why I have only 1 friend. My boyfriend is the only thing going for me, but I've hurt him and am a disappointment to him too. He would be better off without me. I have no talents or skills either, and let's just say it's a miracle I even have a boyfriend because of the way I look. He's the only person who will ever want me. If I lose him, I am nothing. I couldn't even succeed at killing myself, which just proves what a failure I am. Everyone at school calls me a slut, annoying, stupid, an attention whore, and a bitch... it's all true. I've slept around because only people I fucked would talk to me, everyone else hated me. I'm annoying which is why every friend I ever had ditched me. I just hate myself and am a complete total loser. And to all girls out there, even if you don't think you are, you are beautiful, especially compared to a girl like me.

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April 25, 2015

I'm such a loser I've failed committing suicide... 3 times now. Call me an attention whore for saying that, but I've been on all sorts of meds, been in and out of therapy and psychiatrist offices, and have had my share of mental hospitals. I try very hard in school, but am simply too stupid to get good grades. Because of this last attempt, I am for sure going to lose credit in one of my classes, possibly fail another one and my grades are pretty much shot too. I have a low GPA and no extracurriculars, so good colleges aren't exactly going to happen. I'm 16 and don't even have a drivers permit yet, because of fear of wrecks (been in a lot of those.) I have no friends because I no longer smoke pot or drink, my boyfriend won't allow me. I'm a burden to my parents, they have to pay about 50,000 in medical bills and are filing bankruptcy because of me. It's like the world is telling me I should have died. I also have terrible social skills and am a total bitch, another reason why I have only 1 friend. My boyfriend is the only thing going for me, but I've hurt him and am a disappointment to him too. He would be better off without me. I have no talents or skills either, and let's just say it's a miracle I even have a boyfriend because of the way I look. He's the only person who will ever want me. If I lose him, I am nothing. I couldn't even succeed at killing myself, which just proves what a failure I am. Everyone at school calls me a slut, annoying, stupid, an attention whore, and a bitch... it's all true. I've slept around because only people I fucked would talk to me, everyone else hated me. I'm annoying which is why every friend I ever had ditched me. I just hate myself and am a complete total loser. And to all girls out there, even if you don't think you are, you are beautiful, especially compared to a girl like me.

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April 25, 2015

I'm such a loser I've failed committing suicide... 3 times now. Call me an attention whore for saying that, but I've been on all sorts of meds, been in and out of therapy and psychiatrist offices, and have had my share of mental hospitals. I try very hard in school, but am simply too stupid to get good grades. Because of this last attempt, I am for sure going to lose credit in one of my classes, possibly fail another one and my grades are pretty much shot too. I have a low GPA and no extracurriculars, so good colleges aren't exactly going to happen. I'm 16 and don't even have a drivers permit yet, because of fear of wrecks (been in a lot of those.) I have no friends because I no longer smoke pot or drink, my boyfriend won't allow me. I'm a burden to my parents, they have to pay about 50,000 in medical bills and are filing bankruptcy because of me. It's like the world is telling me I should have died. I also have terrible social skills and am a total bitch, another reason why I have only 1 friend. My boyfriend is the only thing going for me, but I've hurt him and am a disappointment to him too. He would be better off without me. I have no talents or skills either, and let's just say it's a miracle I even have a boyfriend because of the way I look. He's the only person who will ever want me. If I lose him, I am nothing. I couldn't even succeed at killing myself, which just proves what a failure I am. Everyone at school calls me a slut, annoying, stupid, an attention whore, and a bitch... it's all true. I've slept around because only people I fucked would talk to me, everyone else hated me. I'm annoying which is why every friend I ever had ditched me. I just hate myself and am a complete total loser. And to all girls out there, even if you don't think you are, you are beautiful, especially compared to a girl like me.

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April 25, 2015

I'm such a loser I've failed committing suicide... 3 times now. Call me an attention whore for saying that, but I've been on all sorts of meds, been in and out of therapy and psychiatrist offices, and have had my share of mental hospitals. I try very hard in school, but am simply too stupid to get good grades. Because of this last attempt, I am for sure going to lose credit in one of my classes, possibly fail another one and my grades are pretty much shot too. I have a low GPA and no extracurriculars, so good colleges aren't exactly going to happen. I'm 16 and don't even have a drivers permit yet, because of fear of wrecks (been in a lot of those.) I have no friends because I no longer smoke pot or drink, my boyfriend won't allow me. I'm a burden to my parents, they have to pay about 50,000 in medical bills and are filing bankruptcy because of me. It's like the world is telling me I should have died. I also have terrible social skills and am a total bitch, another reason why I have only 1 friend. My boyfriend is the only thing going for me, but I've hurt him and am a disappointment to him too. He would be better off without me. I have no talents or skills either, and let's just say it's a miracle I even have a boyfriend because of the way I look. He's the only person who will ever want me. If I lose him, I am nothing. I couldn't even succeed at killing myself, which just proves what a failure I am. Everyone at school calls me a slut, annoying, stupid, an attention whore, and a bitch... it's all true. I've slept around because only people I fucked would talk to me, everyone else hated me. I'm annoying which is why every friend I ever had ditched me. I just hate myself and am a complete total loser. And to all girls out there, even if you don't think you are, you are beautiful, especially compared to a girl like me.

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April 25, 2015

I'm such a loser I've failed committing suicide... 3 times now. Call me an attention whore for saying that, but I've been on all sorts of meds, been in and out of therapy and psychiatrist offices, and have had my share of mental hospitals. I try very hard in school, but am simply too stupid to get good grades. Because of this last attempt, I am for sure going to lose credit in one of my classes, possibly fail another one and my grades are pretty much shot too. I have a low GPA and no extracurriculars, so good colleges aren't exactly going to happen. I'm 16 and don't even have a drivers permit yet, because of fear of wrecks (been in a lot of those.) I have no friends because I no longer smoke pot or drink, my boyfriend won't allow me. I'm a burden to my parents, they have to pay about 50,000 in medical bills and are filing bankruptcy because of me. It's like the world is telling me I should have died. I also have terrible social skills and am a total bitch, another reason why I have only 1 friend. My boyfriend is the only thing going for me, but I've hurt him and am a disappointment to him too. He would be better off without me. I have no talents or skills either, and let's just say it's a miracle I even have a boyfriend because of the way I look. He's the only person who will ever want me. If I lose him, I am nothing. I couldn't even succeed at killing myself, which just proves what a failure I am. Everyone at school calls me a slut, annoying, stupid, an attention whore, and a bitch... it's all true. I've slept around because only people I fucked would talk to me, everyone else hated me. I'm annoying which is why every friend I ever had ditched me. I just hate myself and am a complete total loser. And to all girls out there, even if you don't think you are, you are beautiful, especially compared to a girl like me.

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April 25, 2015

I'm such a loser I've failed committing suicide... 3 times now. Call me an attention whore for saying that, but I've been on all sorts of meds, been in and out of therapy and psychiatrist offices, and have had my share of mental hospitals. I try very hard in school, but am simply too stupid to get good grades. Because of this last attempt, I am for sure going to lose credit in one of my classes, possibly fail another one and my grades are pretty much shot too. I have a low GPA and no extracurriculars, so good colleges aren't exactly going to happen. I'm 16 and don't even have a drivers permit yet, because of fear of wrecks (been in a lot of those.) I have no friends because I no longer smoke pot or drink, my boyfriend won't allow me. I'm a burden to my parents, they have to pay about 50,000 in medical bills and are filing bankruptcy because of me. It's like the world is telling me I should have died. I also have terrible social skills and am a total bitch, another reason why I have only 1 friend. My boyfriend is the only thing going for me, but I've hurt him and am a disappointment to him too. He would be better off without me. I have no talents or skills either, and let's just say it's a miracle I even have a boyfriend because of the way I look. He's the only person who will ever want me. If I lose him, I am nothing. I couldn't even succeed at killing myself, which just proves what a failure I am. Everyone at school calls me a slut, annoying, stupid, an attention whore, and a bitch... it's all true. I've slept around because only people I fucked would talk to me, everyone else hated me. I'm annoying which is why every friend I ever had ditched me. I just hate myself and am a complete total loser. And to all girls out there, even if you don't think you are, you are beautiful, especially compared to a girl like me.

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April 23, 2015
I love you all <3
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  1. Ashley Ashley said: and this may be weird, but I'm here if any of you need to talk. I mean it can't hurt to be there for someone and be nice to them. I'm here.


April 23, 2015

I feel all you loser's pain. I'm 21, in highschool, I always had a friend or two but could never keep them. And my friends would always have their own groups of friends that they would never invite me to hang out with and eventually would completely ditch me for them. After highschool I didn't keep in touch with anyone, went to college, dropped out after not even one semester. Since then I have had no friends or aquaintances whatsoever, except my boyfriend of 2 years. (Thank god for him) . Now 2 years later I decided to go back to college to get a degree... am failing again, absolutely no motivation whatsoever. I don't give a shit about anything , I lay in bed all day every day, I have been depressed as long as I can remember and I don't have any reason to live. I am a dissapointment to my parents, I am not cut out for this world. I tell my boyfriend he should leave me because I am a loser and always depressed and I feel bad for him for being stuck with me. I just look at everyone else's lives and resent them for having interesting things going on and for having friends to talk to. I never can do anything on weekends, completely alone. Used to do art and am super good at it, but haven't made any art in years because I don't care enough or have any attention span. Oh and i dont have a job, went to train at a restaraunt and they never called me back. I dont work out and all i eat is junk and carbs. And my apartment is so disgustingly messy and out of control to the point where i dont even know where to start cleaning... so i dont and the mess just keeps building up. Yay life is awesome

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April 22, 2015

Basically I am a looser because I haven't created or earned something to loose. More specifically I sit in front my laptop all day (after class) and figure out the reasons why I am a looser but the biggest reason is I myself. And the most comic part of the whole scenario is that I remain a couch potato in front of my laptop even after realising that my lazziness and work avoiding tendencies are the main reason why I am a looser.

Also, I keep calulating my success rates in different work scenario which are almost hypothetical because after calculating the success rate I still do not make an effort to do any sort of work as I presumed in the work scenario.

I just keep repenting on my past mistakes and keep predicting my future mistakes but do not tend to learn from those mistakes and times of hardships.

I just "do nothing" and that's why I am a looser typing all this stuff on this website.


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