I'm a Total Loser Because...
Hey, loser here. Sorry, it's gonna be a long rant.
I'm a 22 years old male. I'm ugly, short, balding and a pathetic nerd. I amount to nothing.
I have literally two friends, and both of them are losers like me.
Everyone hates me. Even my parents are sick of me. I'm an embarrassment to my family.
Nothing good has ever happened to me so far.
I've never been good at studies. I suck at sports. I'm extremely lazy. I have no talent whatsoever. No accomplishments to show for.
I just finished college this year and I had managed to get a shitty job in a shitty software company.
However, I managed to fuck that up as well.
I was out with my friends. We had had a couple of beers. Which led to us crashing our car.
I broke my hip and jaw, and was hopitalised for over a month. I could not walk for 4 more months. It's been 6 months since my accident and I'm still limping.
Also, I'm going to need to replace my hip bone with an artificial hip within the next 3-4 years.
Needless to say, I lost the job offer I had. So now I'm an unemployed guy with no talent at a time when my country's economy has gone to shit.
And don't even get me started on girls. Goes without saying. I've never had a girlfriend. Hell I don't even know any girls, not even as friends. Actually it's been over 7 months since I even TALKED to a girl. You will not find even a single girl's number in my contacts list.
I'm completely invisible to girls. And those who know of my existence are disgusted by me. I'm hideous.
I'm 22 years old and I'm still a virgin.
I'm a loser . simple. I suck. Im lazy. I'm stubborn and arrogant without being good at anything. Rumours from jealous people have destroyed my life in an ireparable way. I'm doomed. I deserve this shit. I should die. Yeah, I should die. Or run away. Someone please kill me. Others jealousy destroyed my life. I hate jealousy. I hate being quite. I hate when some one hurts me and I don't respond. I hate when I lose. I'm doomed.I wish I'd change my life.
i think I am the biggest loser in this world i lost everything
when i was young i used to be nerd love books studying all the time but i also have some friends
i was hope that i will be a computer engineer and in the graduation year i didn't get enough marks to go to the college in my country going to this college or that college by the marks in the graduation year
i have full marks for a life but when i really need them i don't get them and all my hard work and studying in 16 years is gone
i went to the fucking faculty of commerce with all my friends they were failing every year or get bad marks but at last we went to the same place all my hard work for many years is gone so i didn't go to College i hate this stupid place with its stupid people i stuck there for six years now my friends graduated but me i became the greatest failure the biggest loser between my friends
2- i was love my friend sister and she didn't love me and she was the only girl i loved in the world
she hates me and i don't now why
3- i don't have a jop,i don't have money.don't have a degree and don't have life
4- i've tried to go on drugs, and it was a bad idea my body refused it, i was dying after my first does and now i have many problems and panic attacks for almost three years now because of that one time
5-i love programming, but i don't do anything to improve my skills, so i can't program a full app or program and i don't do anything about that
6- i have fear about being happy now i love to be sad i really love sadness and dark
7- i hate myself hate my look even hate my soul
8- for me every day is like the next day and the day before every day i have to fight sadness memories
and my parents words the look in my family eyes even my parents see me as a big failure loser
9-every day i am crying until sleep sometimes i think i will die because of crying
..havent sleept in 2 days but hey thats cool, Ill always have my porn to keep me company. Social life and jobs are over rated, give me my porn anyday... or more accurately, everynight (wink).
Yeah so I really don't have a life guys. It really sucks... but its true. I just read some girl (or guys) post saying how the love of their life is in another country while they are here in the states. Well, I wouldn't define that chick as a loser because, ya know, she left her third world country (which is pretty hard to do legallly) and is making a new life here. Nope, that is not loserdom... that is broken heartedness. So good news to you whoever you are!
No, if you want to see the most pathetic loser on the planet... look somewhere else becasue I know that I am better off than other losers. But flunking out of college and accepting a life of fast food till you're 40 is still quite loserish. Im not 40, but I did flunk out of college and am now currently looking/hoping Ill find some sort of minimum wage job to keep myself and my porn addiction afloat.
I will say this though, even though I am not the BIGGEST loser around, I can almost promise you that that person. whoever he or she may be, lives in the states. Why? Because we have the most resources out of anyone, and yet we as a people are so butt lazy we take advantage of none of them. Give our wealth to a nation that deserves it please... as long as you can let me keep my future minimum wage crap job I will be miserably content.
I'm from Brazil, and since August 2014 I have been lived in Moscow, Idaho (USA). Before I arrived in Moscow, when I was in Brazil, I know a guy that I thought to be the man of my life.
On May 2014, I knew Lamou' who is a militar undergraduate student in Brazil. During 3 months of my fucking life, I thought I've lived the happiest moment in my life. We used to hang out every week in São Paulo, and his companionship was amazing for me. He used to sleep in my fraternity with me, and the sex for us was just a complement, because being side by side was more important than having sex.
The problemwas that we had lived side by side like whether we were running out of time! I say that, because while we were together, I've already realized that I would moving for Moscow in August. However, the expected day became, and I had to say goodbye for him.
After I arrive in Moscow, we keep together for more 2 months, but after that he decided to brake up with me. I burst into tears. The day that he decided to brake up with me, I had bought a birthday gift for him, and wrote a long letter saying how I love him. But it was all in vain.
While he was braking up with me by Skype, Lamou' told me that when I come back to Brazil (in December 2015), he will finish his major, and the Air Force could put him in anywhere in Brazil for working. So would not make sense we keep together.
I've already realized that his thought is a little bit correct, but I think that a true love can overcome every problem that could appear in our misery life! But he does not think in the same way that I think...
Since then, I'm feeling a loser, and I've cried every single day remembering when we were together... I was supposed to be happy now, because I have a international scholarship, the Brazilian government gives me a high financial support for living over here, but I'm not happy... I get success in my academic life, but I do not get success in my lovely life, and now I'm lovesick.
I just think in a day that I'll be able to live with him again... I'm a loser!
I should make an apology