I'm a Total Loser Because...



July 31, 2014

hi i ma 26 year old I used to be very fat in my teen age everyone use to bully me and make fun of me so I thought  i was being bullied because i am fat so tried very hard to lose my weight and i lost 15 kg weight, problem still not solved I do not know why people after meeting me stares at me and laugh at me some times I stand in front of the mirror and see is it something wrong with my face   

I decided to became doctor and started preparing for entrance test I tried It for 9 years and still no result there are various reason for that, I told to my parents  need electricity for studying then they said we do not have money to buy inverter for you after when i quitted the dream of becoming a doctor they installed the inverter. In my city there is no proper guidance is available to academically week students so the person without guidance is use less, my class mate with very high score in his high school and +2 is a surgeon so I was constantly in search of right guidance so deicide to seek the help of google and YouTube but you need at least 2mbs speed for that but I use 2g sim card as my parents told me that they do not money for broadband and to buy new computer but when I quitted the preparation I have broad band connection all the lectures recorded, laptop and 1tb hard drive but now do not have time to listen to lectures as I am now evolved in a diploma course so that at least I can get a job to support my livelihood  

In b/w all this hustle my dad lost his job so I can no more continue my preparation 

even though I have every thing. One day my student came to me he is rich person he told me that he is going to take admission in medical college by giving donation  

that thing really broke my heart. Above all I do not like to do social interaction to much I am not at all interested in meeting any girl cause that thing also went bad each n every time I tried no matter how hard.  

My mom always scolds me even if I go meet my very very limited friends I think she enjoys in scolding me I feel very helpless I do not have money and I am least liked by any one and ugly looking                      

I want to die a peaceful death                                                                                                                                                                                     

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July 30, 2014
And like a sack of excrement, i should have been thrown out years ago. I am a complete slave to anxiety and any joy that used to be in me is dead and gone. I'm only 18, but i know my future is completely fucked. I feel like since my parents are shit with money i have to take care of them when they get older (and since they helped me with all of my learning disabilities so i figure it's fair). I'm a fat ass, and no how much i diet and exercise i never lose weight. My younger sibling is far more confident, skinny, better looking and smarter than i and the world is truly their oyster and it's pretty much slated that they're going to be infinitely more successful. I have already thought about offing myself, but it's hard to get a gun in Canada and I'm pretty sure hanging myself wouldnt even work because my fat stumpy neck.



July 30, 2014
Please kill me
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July 29, 2014

Like a miscarriage, I began with promise.  But here is my current situation:

1. Unemployed with a family to support

2. Mental illness (bipolar disorder)

3. In debt, due to reckless impulse spending

4. Frequently suicidal

5. Living with my parents-in-law

6. No interests

7. Nothing to contribute to society

8. A burden to my family

9. No desire or need to leave the house

10. I am posting on this site

I'm a total loser.  I wish that I had been a miscarriage or stillborn. 

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July 29, 2014
I'm a total loser because I am useless in everything and I am not good at anything. Don't get me wrong I try to like stuff but I get my ass kicked in everything. I always tried to be smart but sometimes learning can be boring so I play video games. Also I am going to college in about a couple of weeks and I don't even have a major lined up. Not to mention that I don't even have my license yet so I just stay at home till my mom comes home which sucks. My dad left me because he has more kids that he cares about. Also I haven't gone through puberty yet. I am taking some kind of medicine but it is barely working. I am poor, overweight, and shy to be around anyone because I always get called a baby or something. Also my brother left my family because he hates me so he blamed me for something that I didn't even do. I suck at sports, learning, music and pretty much everything else. I can kind of sing but I'm so shy I don't have the balls to sing to other people. I have never dated anyone in my entire life and sometimes I wish I could die. My entire 4 years of high school also sucked because I got picked ON BY FRESHMAN!!! So if you think that your life sucks than check again because my life is the worst. Also I live in a horrible neighborhood.
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July 29, 2014

  1. pathetic pathetic said: I'm an Unwanted Ugly Duffer. Everything I ever say or do prove to be futile. I have no friend who values me as i value them. There is no girl on earth attracted to me, yet I do not have any visible damage or anything unbalanced. I can't even express my lo


July 28, 2014

So, I found this book instead by James de Garmo called the right question and I downloaded it but was too chicken to get the discount for sharing it on fb which meant I paid full pop but it is honest to jebus self help for total Losers, you can tell he understands what it's like to read under the covers with a flashlight as an adult. Lives someplace tropical now and probably snags the kind of drunk tourist girls I wish I could get to look at me, though I long for love it's probably more realistic to pick bottles for a $5 hand job now and then. Anyhow when everybody else in self help is teaching mantras and overnight millionaire crap he is using doing the dishes as a goal, that's our kind of book. So I'm only half Sucky today because I found a new hero

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